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emotional values don't have numbers. probably probability has the same value system. it is relative. to what? to each other, the past, the present and to feeling. what is the present? it is constantly being replaced. like numbers on a odometer constantly turning - too fast to see and every so often you take a snapshot of the numbers and that's chance or what we think of as chaos. it's not chaos, it's just traveling too fast for us to see, or like infrared light, too dark for us to see normally. sometimes thoughts are faster than writing or writing is necessarily slower than thinking. so that as we write we think - two things at once. the intersection of two simultaneous systems.

what is the mathematical equation for feeling? is this where all those transfinite, etc numbers belong? are feelings too "dark" or "fast" for us to see? or is it just a biological relationship? a chemistry equation? how do you put a chemical equation into probability?

(which means that the first part is divided by the next part and the result is multiplied by the the ratio on the end - see the illustration)

formula illustration

(feeling is relative to a constant or ideal way to feel? or relative to what I just felt which is constant since i always feel like me or always see what I see. the constant is probably pi.)

another factor is communication...getting the right lottery number is sort of like hearing what the other person is saying before they start talking. not mind reading, or is it? or does it have to do with the speed of sound and the shape of the space time continuum....

is it bubbling up? can you tell how many bubbles and what size they will be before the water starts boiling?

because if the numbers were colors, we would clearly see that there is no pattern, or is there? stay tuned.....

Friday, July 25, 1997...Richmond VA...USA...©Elaine Greywalker